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[31 May 2008|02:58am]
my favorite feeling
im not hungry
im not tired
im not hot
im not cold
im not sick
im not happy
im not sad
i feel nothing and im fine
my life is mine to do, hear, or say
3 will survive but what will be left of them?

[09 May 2008|09:57am]
i hope the colors that i shine are the only one's i have and that no others come about and ruin my good nature.





i wanted to rhyme that really bad but resisted the whole time just to make it sound right.
1 will survive but what will be left of them?

[04 May 2008|02:49am]
when you open a new door you never know what's going to be on the other side.
2 will survive but what will be left of them?

[01 Mar 2008|01:17am]
lifes content, but still i vent to myself of these days that decay, they waste away, as do we with every single victory, all the power and no fear my days have become clear, from were we want to go to were we end up, they will never be the same, it will never be enough.....






i wanted to write more but hit a mental block, maybe ill add more later....it doesn't really mean munch just me playing with words and some vague emotions.
5 will survive but what will be left of them?

[10 Jan 2008|12:10pm]
2+2= gum in my shoe

3+3= who is in that tree

4+4= someone getting that damn door
15 will survive but what will be left of them?

[05 Nov 2007|11:39am]
for some reason i found this very intresting. i kind of like the changes this city is making in my general area.

"Because the mall is largely vacant, it will be demolished in late 2007, and a new shopping center will replace it in 2008.[2]A "brownfield" application has been approved by the state of Michigan for the mall; this permit will freeze property taxes until the redevelopment is finished.[9] The new shopping center will feature 600,000 square feet (55,741.8 m²) of retail space; A.J. Wright, Burlington Coat Factory, Value City, and the movie theater complex will remain in their existing locations"
3 will survive but what will be left of them?

[29 Sep 2007|11:47am]
wow, so kids this is why you dont get drunk
last thing i remember is talking to matthew about life,love and his sister
then i remember crawling out of my tent not wearing a shirt and in what i thought was my sweat pants(not mine)
then i hear how i pissed and and threw up on everything and told everyone to go fuck there selfs and to put my dick in them



so basically i rule



and im really sorry, but hey if it didnt happen we wouldn't have anything to look back on and laugh at.
21 will survive but what will be left of them?

[10 Aug 2007|11:21am]
hey, so i have my phone now, it is the same number and stuff. so just text me with your name and ill store you back in there, vella gave me some of the numbers but im still missing a few.
left of them?

[03 Aug 2007|11:40pm]
yeah so i lost my phone at the fair today and im bummed, i am just going to the phone dealer that i got it from tomorrow and get it replaced....but still bummed me out
8 will survive but what will be left of them?

[20 May 2007|04:20am]
so i got a helio, i have a new number in case no one got the text, so if you did not get the text text me at 586-872-5129 with your name in it and ill add you to the phone book
14 will survive but what will be left of them?

[29 Mar 2007|11:58pm]
i am getting a genuinely happy feeling from her. please don't let this go away.
8 will survive but what will be left of them?

[26 Mar 2007|11:36am]
6 will survive but what will be left of them?

[19 Mar 2007|08:31am]
My teacher did not show up for class today, atleast not yet so after 20 minutes of waiting i left. now im in macomb south campus's amazing library....im lying.

7 will survive but what will be left of them?

good ol' warren [11 Mar 2007|11:01am]
so i don't know how many people out there heard i was moving far far away to Dryden(45min-1hour drive), but as of Friday my dad canceled the deal because he still had tell march 16 to close on it. so im staying here for now and my dad's just going to keep looking. im happy and disappointed...i was looking forward to that new house excitement but looking down on that 1 hour drive to see friends.
5 will survive but what will be left of them?

[11 Dec 2006|08:12am]
life is over, at least you'd think it was after a bad weekend or a loss in your life, but really your only 18 years into life and should be living everyday like its your last, but that's easier said then done when you know tomorrow you'll still be here.
9 will survive but what will be left of them?

[08 Dec 2006|03:38am]
really cant sleep, posting 2nd entry for the night and if you know me i rarely post ever much less twice in one night, i was reading old lj entrys and found this one and realized this is how i use to think and this is the part of me i miss most and want back

"everbody be content....life is good, beautiful weather, good friends, and not a care in the world....

report cards come home soon and if i gte grounded then i do...why does it matter, the day will just come to its end and so will the punishment...and then i will be content once more"
5 will survive but what will be left of them?

[08 Dec 2006|03:04am]
i have been at a loss for sleep lately, i havnt been going to bed tell about 4 or 5 and wake up at about 10. star wars was my excuse but im done watching them and now i just cant sleep. tv is boring, maybe i should read....yeah wow i just thought of that i need to catch up on 1984 anyways.


other then that life is swell, full of choices as well
5 will survive but what will be left of them?

[08 Nov 2006|01:36pm]
its not cool to listen to hardcore anymore i guess.....well you can suck my balls.....
5 will survive but what will be left of them?

[29 Oct 2006|08:59am]
hmmm:/ i could be doing better at life.....just need some motivation...i guess
5 will survive but what will be left of them?

[22 Sep 2006|12:05pm]
i like days like this....i feel ive found some new closure on life. it happens every once and awhile when something haunting me and my past will come back but it'll come back in a good way, or apologize even when i've already put it in the past and forgotten but it just feels good. i feel one day everything that has ever gone wrong will have its end point as well as it had its begging.







p.s. this is actually not about a girlfriend or a girl.....well not really
2 will survive but what will be left of them?

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